The fine line between sanity and insanity becomes ever so clearer as time passes and decisions become harder and less about me but about the happiness and safety of my family. I have found that motherhood if not handled with care can turn into a real identity crisis. Who am I in the world these days? And why aren’t my wants and likes a priority? Isn’t a happy mom a better mom? Then again, isn’t that the selfish and easy way out of the responsibility I accepted when I gave birth to my child? As a working mother, running my own business, I find myself caught in this ever so narrow space between the sane and the insane. In my rants i discuss the reasons, the scenarios, and reflect a bit on the crazy thoughts that run through my mind.

HAPPY 4TH

HAPPY 4TH

What the past feels like in the present

And i came face to face with you again. And i watched you walk with such purpose and anaware of your surroundings; leaving dents and cracks filled with memories. And I stood there looking at you, wanting to leave; but you’re like a magnet. I staid for just a little longer, and then I missed you.

“There’s a fine line between love and insanity.”

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Ted Mosby

There’s a possibility that Ted Mosby and I are related

EAST COAST VS WEST COAST

EAST COAST VS WEST COAST

Facebook page launch

I started writing this blog a while back. I began posting old essays that I wrote during very specific emotional times in my life. I then proceeded  to share a bit about my life as a mother, my encounters with technology, and finally I transitioned to posting snapshots of significant and interesting moments. Slowly, but surely, I abandoned the blog. I took on a full-time job, and found myself with little time for anything other than sleep.

Those of you who know me, and or, have read my posts in the past know that I struggle with discipline when it comes to creating routines for myself and accomplishing things that are of interest and not a necessity. This behavior creates tremendous amounts of frustration and sends me straight into a whirlwind of crazy thoughts and guilty feelings….

So, today I launch my blog’s Facebook Page allowing all of you to hold me accountable. I will continue to write about the randomness that is my life. I no longer have the excuse of a full-time job and the desire to write just for the hell of it still burns.

I invite you to check out the blog at http://www.sanityafineline.com and browse through some of the old posts. Moving forward you will be able to read my rants straight form this page.

A special thanks to @threz_ for my “logo”, to @apinaud for the encouragement, and to @OJandCigs for the inspiration.

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