New Year’s resolutions are a huge contraindication to my anxiety medication

I’ve never been the type to make a list of new year’s resolutions come 12/31/any-given-year.  The idea of a clean slate is fictitious and convenient. And the truth is, that we can claim to start off on a clean slate at any point that we so choose.

The (very few) times that i did attempt to have new year’s resolutions i threw myself into an uncontrollable panic. I became a raging hormone and a complete neurotic. What’s the point? I don’t like being put on the spot, i hate unnecessary pressure, and i will always do what i want at any given time. I will, however, talk about goals that i aspire to reach by the end of the year. In 2010 i resolved to quit smoking, and i did. april 19, 2011 will be 1 year. I also resolved to potty train my son, be more sensitive to my husband, and get rid of everything that i don’t need.  I am still working on one of those, but the remaining 2 were succesfully achieved.

2011 will be filled with good things, and I can say that because i will be the one making those good things happen. I shall take my destiny by the balls, and make of this year and the rest of my life what i wanted to be.

I’ve never been the type to make a list of new year’s resolutions come 12/31/any-given-year.  The idea of a clean slate is fictitious and convenient. And the truth is, that we can claim to start off on a clean slate at any point that we so choose.

The (very few) times that i did attempt to have new year’s resolutions i threw myself into an uncontrollable panic. I became a raging hormone and a complete neurotic. What’s the point? I don’t like being put on the spot, i hate unnecessary pressure, and i will always do what i want at any given time. I will, however, talk about goals that i aspire to reach by the end of the year. In 2010 i resolved to quit smoking, and i did. april 19, 2011 will be 1 year. I also resolved to potty train my son, be more sensitive to my husband, and get rid of everything that i don’t need.  I am still working on one of those, but the remaining 2 were succesfully achieved.

2011 will be filled with good things, and I can say that because i will be the one making those good things happen. I shall take my destiny by the balls, and make of this year and the rest of my life what i wanted to be.

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